Okay, so I should be blogging about Velliot's.

The day started off with me going to the vet with Dolly, and her scratching was explained. The poor dog has a secondary bacterial allergic reaction, and it's probably because she had fleas earlier. She got two shots at the vet to calm her skin down, and she's on a course of antibiotics. But she's still panting randomly, and scratching nonstop. Hopefully after the ten days, she'll be all good again. :)

Met up with Kelvin at around 6 in Auburn, and he went and got the alki. Lol, a 12 year old looking guy holding ID is quite funny. :P Trained it to the city, and saw Jimmi outside Central, so he came with us while we went to meet up with Davo. Found the faggot, and he wouldn't stop pulling his new shorts up. Lol. Decided to grab some Oportos before we headed off to the party, which took us a while. Finally got in at 9, and the house was PACKED. Saw all the familiar faces, and met the only random asians: Maggie, Angela and Jamie. Spent the whole night just chilling on "Asia," which was this little porch on the 3rd storey. Nothing out of the ordinary. However, Livia went quite emotional, which worried me, but she's a fine cookie now, and that's all that matters. :) The night ended in quite a strange way, and I'm not going to go into details, but yes, in Vi's words "a night to remember," or maybe not, standing from my point of view.
Scott was kind enough to drop me home, and stepped into the house at 1:20, without waking up my momma, and without the dogs barking like nuts. :)

Had work the next day, which was quite a drag, but thank god it started at 12pm. Nothing much happened, but served three gay men 5 minutes before the store closed. The men were asian, and one of them was after plain black ballet flats for work. "They can't be bling bling, because, they have to be for work, you know.. CAN YOU HELP ME PLEASE?" So I showed him a pair of Sandler ones that were $99.95. He tries like, three pairs on, and prances along the floor a few times until he's finally satisfied with the size, but then, he was dissatisfied with the price. I ended up taking all the shoes back, and he then walks past some ugly Miss Shop shoes, which were like, pointy at teh top, with a white rubber sole, and was electric shiny blue. He settled for those, and was extremely happy. I think for a gay man, his tastes were quite bad. :P

Monday was mummy's bday. I got her a pair of Easysteps shoes, because they're so comfortable for middle aged women, but she saw that they were 100, and told me to return them, because she didnt' see how it was worth that amount of money, and it didn't really suit her foot either. So I returned them today, and need to find another pair that suits her more. Anyway, the weather was horrible, so ended up moving the picnic from the park to our house. There were like 6 kids, and all wanted a piece of the dogs, so I think the dogs shivered and lived in fear for the whole day, and all I could do was stand in the dogs' vision so they felt a tad bit more secure. 6 kids + 2 dogs = NOISE. Played some monopoly, watched some Mr. Bean, and 4pm hit, so they all left. Mum, Dad and I went out to Auburn RSL for dinner, and that ended the day.

Tuesday, which is today. Met up with Bonnie on teh train, and got off at Town Hall. Jasey was waiting for us on platform 5 "near the escalators," but when me and Bon made our way up and down the platform, she was nowhere to be seen. Lol, I think we kinda peered past the last set of escalators and didnt' see her, so we left it, but she was actually there. :P Got to Bondi, returned mum's shoes, and bought a new bikini :) Ate a Hawaiin crepe, and sat tehre for quite a bit just talking about things, boys, jerks, skanks, just a bit of everything. That was probably the best part of the day.
Made our way to Bronte and saw Nat, Fiona, Linh, Jennifer, Angela and a few others laying on the beach. Stood there for a few minutes until we started taking the towels out and slapping the sunscreen on. Sat there with Bon and Jasey for a bit, until it started heating up, and Bon&I headed for the deadly waves. I didn't dare to go out too deep, and even managed to get knocked out three times, dragging Bonnie down with me the 3rd time. :P Washed off the sand that got knocked into my ass and hair in the bathroom, and stood for another half hour or so with Jasey until we decided to head home. Got home at around 5, and taught piano for an hour, and that was my day.

Boys that are decent get screwed over by skanks
Girls that are decent get screwed over by sleazes

And I can't believe you said that about me. The last person on this planet to even have the right to say that. It annoys me to the core, and I hope I never have to see or hear of you, ever.

Wednesday was beaching with the Asians. The day started off quite confusing, with quite a few of us online at 9am figuring out what to do. Ended up getting to Bondi Junction at 12 with Davo, and we shopped around for bits and pieces for Velliot's "DAFT PUNK" party. I got denim short shorts from JustJeans, but after MYER, GP and GLUE, Davo still couldn't find a suitable fluoro tee. Made our way to the bus stops and bumped into XuXu and we bussed it to Bondi, being the only three there at 1pm, when everyone was supposed to be there at like 12? Lol, waited around and Paul&co arrived, with Ben&co arriving an hour later with food. While waiting for everyoen to get there, me and Davo went for our little dip. Twas so relaxing, just floating around like last time, but this time, I kept getting water up my nose while I was floating, with waves coming in. Gr. Got out of the water, and went OPPORTOS! :) By the time we got back to the beach, it was like 4. Rested for a bit, and hit the waves again. This time with the rest of the group. We stayed in the water for quite a long time, until we started getting cold and wrinkly, and the boys kept looking for good positions to get smashed in the face by waves.

"INTHEFACE INTHEFACE! TAKE IT LIKE A MAN! *SMASH*"

Got out of the water at around 7, and both me and Livia got changed on the beach with one person holding a towel around our bodies. Lol. Looked kinda sus when we pull off our bottoms and were holding onto our undies. :P Ended up getting a smoothie from some shop which took like 10 billion years coz the worker there was a noob, and got home at like 8:40. Twas a good day.

Thursday;
Went to Cabarita park with mum and a few others. Mainly sat on the grass and ate my as off listening to the mothers talk about their ways of teaching kids. Very fun indeed.
Played with little Nicole for a bit, who made me walk with her all around the park. For a 3year old, her English is quite good. We saw the word "FOREVER" engraved into those roots that stick out of the ground, but the part above the word was scraped off. I'm guessing a couple engraved their initials or whatnot, but broke up, so scraped the whole thing off. Made me remember you, and how you always said the word forever, and how it pissed the crap out of me, but whatever, the word is overrated, full stop. GOt home at like 4, and dramaed the rest of teh day.

Went to teh vet this mornign wtih Dolly. Her fleas are seriously all gone, but she's always scratching and panting, so went to check it out. Apparently, she has some secondary bacterial allergic reaction inside her skin, coz she's got random red spots. The vet gave her a shot of something, and she's gotta take antibiotics for the next 10 days. She's still panting like nuts, but hoepfully she'll get better soon, coz its driving me nuts and kept me up all night.
Tonight is Velliot's, and I'm working out how to get there like, now? Haha. Should be a great night, but getting home is goign to be so bitchy. Gr. Work tomorrow and I think that's all there is to blog about.

And you. You still get to me, the way I meant absolutely nothing to you. Was just the sidedish, or maybe you didn't have a lot of choices back then and you knew I was the only one who is stupid enough to fall for you time after time. I hate how I feel as though I'm over it, and just little things can bring me all the way back. I want to say I'm done, and I know there's pretty much nothing between us anymore, not even friends, so it should be easier. But it's just so hard, and I hate that so dam much.

Sunday;
Had church, and had some NYE chats with Mimi and Lisa. Just so happens Mimi's birthday was on NYE. All the more reason to get smashed, but being teh good girl she is, I don't think she got anywhere near. Lol. Had lunch with mum, and headed out to MYER for work. It's been so long since I worked, and my legs weren't holding up after a couple of hours. My 45 minute lunch break consisted of me circling the food court twice, not being able to decide on what to get. "Something small, tasty and non-greasy" isn't so easy, especially when you're so sick of sushi. Settled on an Italiano Pizza pretzel from Pretzelworld, and Jimmy then called and told me he was in the foodcourt. Spotted the loser through his new black and white headband. Haha, nah, it's much more toned down compared to your pink Supre one. Lol. Talked for a bit, and kinda caught up, before I had to head back upstairs and get to work.

Monday;
Went out to the city wiht mum in the morning for some Yumcha with her fellow women from CHurch, and went to visit an old lady who lives in the apartments above MarketCity. Dam, I would love to live in those apartments. Its like a hotel, and the view is spectacular. Well, not really, you look down and see asians all over the street, but it just felt pretty cool. The old lady surely didn't act her age. She had a table full of sunnies (Gucci, Guess, Bvlgari, and others) and had white nails, blush, foundation, liquid eyeliner and I caught a glimpse of a gold tooth when she was talking. Like, Dayam woman, she was more made up than me. Anyway, had yumcha at Marigold, and afterwards went to Market St with my mum to collect our travel vouchers and stuff for our trip overseas! :) Walked a little further up and went into Myer to do the notifications of my unavailability during my time overseas. :) The beginning was smooth, until I had to find my manager to sign the dam form. Tanya was goneskies, and wouldn't be back until Wednesday, but yesterday was basically my last day that I could do it, or else it wouldn't be "three weeks before the dates unavailable." Started looking for Steven, who is a store manager I think, and he's always walking the Ground and Mezz. Called his phone like fifity billion times, until I decided to go up to Level 2 where the big bosses' offices are, and found out he was at a meeting til 5:30. ZOMG. It was like 3:30, and I had to kill two hours by myself. My mum ended up going home coz she was tired, so I did some shopping around MYER. Scored myself a new fluoro pink tank from MissShop for $7.50, and an Elle Mcpherson bra for $25! Woot, go MYER. The only thing left from my outfit for Velliot's is a pair of light denim short shorts. :P Anyway, finally got to Steven at 5:30, and he kindly said he'd take it back up to Personell for me :)

Tuesday;
The day kicked off at 8:30, and I swear I haven't woken up that early in a century. Walked my ass out to Berala station to catch the 9:25 train to Strathfield, and as I was coming close, the train came, and I ran my ass up the stairs. The doors began to close when I was halfway up the stairs, but the Cityrail dude kindly opened teh doors again and let me on. But the problem was, I had no ticket. So I had to get off at Lidcombe and subtly walk through the gates and buy a ticket there. Waited another 10 minutes for the next train, and got to Strathfield with 10 minutes for me to walk out to church. Got to church 5 minutes late, but Auntie Winnie didn't notice. Began our little talk about me being a sunday school helper next year, technically, this year, which was kinda nerve racking, because I don't remember her being so serious to me before. "No thongs to church. No short shorts. No holter tops.... Gotta set a good example for the kids, and I don't think the parents would want to see the leaders dressed like that.. Gives a bad impression." She was like, mroe strict than my mum. The serious talk was over in half an hour, and as I was leaving, she was the same as she always was. She finally started smiling. Lol. Made my way back home, and started teaching piano. 12pm hit, and the dogs came back. Elvis and Dolly have like shrunk or something; they look like sticks. But I'm happy that they're back, but just foudn a few fleas again. Gr, not sure if they got it from our backyard or whatever, but its annoying me. :P

So tomorrow is Bondi day for the Tree asians again. Seems like weather's not going to be smashing for the beach, but whatever, going to the beach is always fun. Gotta get myself a new pair of shorts and getting paid 2moro! Woot. Just hope I don't get taxed like a bitch.

Yesterday was Ben's bbq at his house. The morning started off not too great, with my momma going to yumcha and promising to come back in time to drive me out to the station so I don't have to take a half hour walk just to catch the train. But she calls and tells me she lost track of time, so I got pretty pissed off. Sorry emface, you had to wait for a while at Lidcombe for me.

Afterwards, Linda, Davo and I left, whilst others went off to watch I AM LEGEND. Paul dropped the two Marrickvillers off first, and kindly dropped me off at Campsie. On the way though, we travelled at 30km/h for about two blocks, just to wait for some car that was heaps low, and had the number plate "LO4SHO." We finally got them to get in front of us, and the whole wait was just for Paul to laugh at the lebs driving in them. Thumbs up. Got to Campsie, and got back to Berala at like 7:30? Had my dinner and set up my ADSL. TWELVE GIGS BABY! :) Woot. ADSL isn't too slow at the moment, but my one tree hill episodes are downloading at like 6kb/s? But it jumps to 50? Dammit. Other programs are downloading at like 200? Grface. OTH is gonna take a while.

Went out today with Michael Pham, and I don't think I've heard teh term "real man" as many times as I heard them said today. Met up with him on the train at 10:40, and got off at Strathfield. Chilled out at Cadors for like 3 hours or something, with our drinks, and somehow managed to talk for the whole time we were there. Finally decided to head out to Burwood to watch PS I Love You when the rain stopped, because the real man said "the rain would kill my hair." Finally got to Burwood, and checked movie times. Movie started at 4, and we were there at 3. So we spent another hour or so at the foodcourt eating, and again, more talking. Met his Bankstown year1 buddy Linh? who works at ProActiv. Should be seeing her again, since I need to join up for that stuff. My skin is going horrible.

Anyway, the movie started, and the "man" was already complaining about the trailors not being "manly" enough for him. Lol. The movie started, and unlike Bonnie, my eyes got watery, but I did not bawl my eyes out. I imagined I would, since me and Bonnie are like, identical, but it was probably too sweet for me to cry.

Got home at like 7, but momma was pissed, because I said I'd be home at 6 and she was waiting for me to eat. :P Whoopsies. Let her rage off at me for a bit, but she went fine again after we got out of the car and stepped into the house. Probably the shortest rage in history.

Talked about all sorts of topics today, as we continuously slipped some stories out of our sleeves, but I must say, it kinda made me think about what I really want, and if you're what I really want. We're still young, I'm still young, and holding onto something for too long probably isn't doing anyone any good, especially me. Uni's gonna start in another two months, and our huge holiday has already half died out. Amazing how it's been so long, and I still feel as though I haven't used it wisely, even though at the same time I feel as though I'm never home, and always out and about. Emily's jetting off overseas in a week or so, and I'd be off at teh end of teh month. It's probably time to seriously get out of my little shell, and look the hell around.

It was NYE just two days ago, and I had a smashing good time. But I must say, the beginning of the night wasn't that great at all. Moving around the city in a big group is probably too much to handle on a night like the 31st, because two people would be moving, while the rest would stay put in some random spot on the street too busy arguing, talking and enjoying each other's company. Lol. We ended up at The Rocks, until Linda saw her parents, and we all moved in case they see anything naughty happening between her and Paul, and just so they couldn't see the Biccardi 151 all the boys were drinking. We ended up at a point, but either fat farts or stinky curries wuold be moving in and out of the packed crowd, and poor Linda got alcohol spilt down her dress because some faggots were rushing off to a punch up right in front of us.