What's been happening? Uni, commerce camp, work, and that's probably it in a nutshell.
Camp was good.. and bad. Facebook tells all, and the photos pretty much gives an overall picture. Met a lot of people, and had a major d&m with Reema, my dear primary school curry :) I miss just pouring out my heart, willingly, to people I know who will not laugh at me for being just me.

Uni's like, this huge masquerade. Everyone has their secrets, and if someone ends up finding out about them, then bye bye to your rep and integrity. You're the next big joke in town, and there's absolutely nothing you can do about it. Everyone makes their mistakes, everyone has things they regret. Is that really some big fat joke? Just because you're not the one exposed. And besides, no-one knows anyone, not for who they really are. Why pass judgement like that?

I miss my bitches, my true bitches. Yes, Davo, Bon and Em, I'm talking to you three. Lol. I miss seeing you guys every day, laughing every day about anything, and sharing the moments with you all. Everything was so simple. We were all so simple. Now things are thrown at us, and we just have to tank it all. I felt so much more real with you guys. Saying what I wanted to say, thinking what I wanted to think. Uni's eating me away. The workload, the constant need to be good enough for the whole environment, the unfamiliar faces, the laughs, the glares.

I just wish there was that someone out there, who can just tell me "it's okay." Someone who genuinely knows and supports who I really am.